^^Sometimes surrender means to stop trying to understand and become comfortable with not knowing.^^
From the book Stillness Speaks
Eckhart Tolle
Not knowing What the future holds
Not knowing what you will do tomorrow
Not knowing what will be your work tomorrow
Loosing all sence of identity
That would give you some kind of confort
Then try to feel secure
Try to not panic
You are on the verge of giving up your last life
The way your were doing things before
Because nothing you had is there
Or seem to be there anymore
Nor the work
Nor the sences
Nor the view you had on the world
So you can
You can start over
From nothing
From cratch
And begin a new life